There is something here|
There's something about peace in this world.
I can feel it so closely sometimes; so closely it gives me this hollow feeling when it goes away(as if I'd always had that happiness and then it'd been lost and all I can do is wear down--but that's just a trick, you see...we acquire happiness, we do.. We let it fill up our soul and, as we pick up and leave behind pieces of the happiness we've come across, we build and rebuild who we are.)
It's almost as if our minds know when we're close to something that could make us stop losing the pieces, but shrug off that thought because it's too crazy or something, to find something like that... But we never tie up this thought with a neat little bow and bury it in the backyard or anything. That's the funny part -- we think it's crazy, but it's crazy enough that we keep on trying. It never makes sense, why we do the things we do, but we do them anyway.. and we're constantly searching-- searching and searching like some divine being out there took our key to happiness and hid it in the kind of place that's always too simple a hiding spot to check behind. So there we are, searching aimlessly in the most difficult of places, perhaps more than once, and occasionally picking up a clue-- another piece...(this would be the "Warm..warmer. you're hot!" part of a searching game), and we still think it can't be so simple.
and it's wonderful, really.
It's absolutely wonderful, the scavenger hunt that life is.
Current Location: I should be sleeping.
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: SHNDM - Peachcake.